if it’s alright

ok i can’t concentrate. random thought overload…sigh. i’ll get this out and move on to what i have to do…hopefully.

i always thought life was just like the movies. i  somehow always manage to associate or relate the happenings in life to  certain certain movies. well, i don’t know it’s just how my mind works. i [...]

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supergirl

i’m feeling very very happy now. i don’t know exactly why. just feels like all the crappyness plus childishness and aduhfyingness seems irrelevant now. all i know is that i’m very happy.
and i don’t know or care now what mr.shamsul gives us for our project, i’m giving us an A++ with a hundred million stars.
and [...]

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can’t stop now

i just needed to blog to keep me awake. i fear if i take another cup of coffee, i’ll die of intoxication.hehe. well, i needed to take a break from AW. it feels like one side of my brain is overworked so i want to balance it off. besides, i think i’m on the verge [...]

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first of the gang to die

why oh why does the bloody Academic Writing assignment seem never-ending? i have worked on it since the beginning of time, and i am still struggling to finish it up. it honestly is dehydrating my brain. i have to think so much. well, my lecturer is pretty…erm detailed. so,  when i type something, i have [...]

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soak up the sun!

well, personally, this goes out to mei lin. i was bored and came up with this as a response to her  comment on my new shoes post. her comment was – im trying to squeeze my brain juice for a test & a quiz tomorrow. but i guess it’s all dried up.. huhu. and she [...]

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if i were a boy…

Even my skin is acting weird.
I wish that I could grow a beard.
Then I could cover up my spots,
Not play connect the dots,
I just want them to disappear.

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new shoes

It’s ten past eleven, I’m half way up to heaven
But I’m stuck in reality
What you see and what you hear,
Can never be exposed.
Acting out of character,
Is everything we know.
My mind’s kind of tender,
My body’s tired.
It’s freaky but I’m ready for this bumpy ride.
Everybody’s tripping,
It’s all insane.
But the voices in my head are saying it’s okay.

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white houses

wow it’s november already. i  seriously think that this sem passed real fast. i mean compared to the former sems, i  used to think that they were passing by in a crawl. anyways, i was looking through my poetry collections just for the fun of it and i came across one of my (and sisters’) [...]

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leave get out

i was reading through my previous posts, and i sure as hell might have been scaring people away.  i mean people visiting my blog for the first time, or anytime for that matter would probably go like, ok skip emo, emo,emo,emo, emo…oh god this girl is such a sad case. well it’s not totally my [...]

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sitting, waiting, wishing

oh no! hang in there summers. we’ll be back home real soon

ok so i’ve officially lost my mind….

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decode

aww, please don’t take this too hard on yourself, sweetie. i know fairly well that you’re all screwed up, up there. i don’t blame you for being stupid or idiotic. i understand it’s  you and you are just being yourself and i respect that. like totally. chill, don’t stress out. seriously. we don’t want your [...]

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here i sit

lil heads up ppl… i’ll basically be ranting from this point onwards. so, if u see an update, it’ll probably just be a post of me grumbling. so i suggest you just ignore  it

*****

i have too many random thoughts. they take up most of the space in my brain. i cannot let them [...]

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sugar, we’re goin down

looks like i’m back at square one. all those nights spent , no use what so ever.
when i first got the assignment, i didn’t mind. i was quite semangat actually. i looked forward when it came to searching endlessly all over the irc and internet for articles.
but now, with two tests just around the corner [...]

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freak on a leash

i didn’t hand in my quiz today. why?
haha…i just didn’t feel like it.

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don’t let me get me

“when you look ahead of you, do you see it in moments or the big picture?”

my sis posed this question to my dad the other day. and it got me thinking…am i a moment person or otherwise?

the rational thing to do would be to see the big picture. i mean that’s how you get motivated [...]

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